It has been a long week. This week’s pain forced me into the ER twice on Wednesday, which is not the normal way it goes. Usually, if it’s real bad I end up in the ER once, then a day or so goes by before I have to go in again (if I do), but this time it was so bad I couldn’t wait a whole 24 hours. When you leave the ER they always say to come back “if it doesn’t improve or gets worse”, but in reality, if you are a frequent flyer they tend to not want to see you any time soon. The key difference this time was how Adonai worked it out.

Pain has been up for weeks. I’m physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted.

I’m still processing …

Pain/Trama, rest/processing, waiting for desire to move on.